OPEN BOOK

This is a collection of Sirhud’s writings across time and space, brought here in one place for those who just want to read at their own pace.

These are from old captions on instagram, where he originally used to express freely via writing, before the platform changed.

Some are transcripts from his old videos, and some are excerpts of his monologue or dialogue when in podcasts, or from his talks on Stage.

Everything on this website – where it matters – will be arranged according to Time.

Where it is intended, picture/s will accompany the writing.

This is a collection of Sirhud’s writings across time and space, here in one place for those who want to read at their own pace.

4/11/2023 
Check latest instagram post,
for those interested in my
work around Femininity
and what’s gonna happen next. 

also this earthquake was nothing
I personally have a very bad feeling for delhi

some of you have been asking about the how I know certain things or future etc – keeping that aside do
you know how painful it is? Knowing something yet also knowing that there’s nothing I can do about it? 

Powerlessness 

Whether war whether disasters whether When I first screamed out loud only to be shadow banned by the platforms regarding the vaccine – a mass depression hit me knowing that people will still take it (mass depression as in not a personal depression of me my life etc, but feeling the collective sadness from the future, of people mourning those who’ve not even died yet, for no fault of theirs, that’s what came over me) – it really brought me down during April and may 2020 – and like this the other things I know – but limited to human form and not able to do much – plus whatever naked truth I share of my own only to be battered down by the very platforms who promised common man a platform – it’s repercussions on my own career and livelihood and people – I’m not bitching, I’m sharing something personal because I stopped sharing personal stuff ever since yt started deleting subs 4.5 years ago, and all this was still surface level of human life, there are damages at other levels as well, can’t even begin to tell you… 

And those are all prices I would pay again, any given day

 

26/10/2023 
Those who think this is the war I’ve spoken about before, the real war hasn’t even begun yet. (newcomers
here please read writings from the top, and the brotherhood zoom video around Nov 2022) 

Every time I share something, especially if a rhyme, there are layers to it, that would unfold with time. 

I had said in 2022 that on earth it’s going to rain, you can see the damage that water brought in 2023.
Next element to take revenge would be prithvi, earthquakes will happen at scales not seen before. And
this doesn’t mean that Jal would stop, many cities and coastal areas would go underwater. The
topography of the world will change in this decade. Same way in the mentioned writings and video I had
spoken about what we are going through in our depths as humans and you can verify your own case
personally. 

Regarding the war, an entire religion is going to be decimated. They will bring this upon themselves, and
have been bringing it to this point since a long time. Besides being manually thrown out, there would even
be shoot at sight orders in certain nations against them. And their own countries wouldn’t be countries
anymore. I used to speak about this to friends and family back in 2012-13 before I ever started my
current public work or previous career, you can imagine yourselves their reaction then, versus now. 

Now, you don’t have to give a shit about any of this. This is all meant to happen and watch it with
amusement. Because the real war which you should keep your attention on began a while ago, within you.
(a place of no labels or geographies or segregations) 

2019 end is when conscious time started speeding up, and internally many started feeling different,
started splitting, to put it mildly. 2020 / pandemic is an excuse, it’s a veil, the whole fun was happening
inside hearts and minds. 

My request is to please pay FULL ATTENTION to whatever is happening within you, and then before doing
anything cross check it with your internal self if that is what you truthfully want to do. Such as meeting
your regular life friends but not feeling the same way about them anymore but then still going to meet
them out of habit/routine/don’t wanna be alone/etc – fuck that. Hottest chick ever gets on her knees in
front of you and you think wtf am I doing? stop it right there, somebody putting bars of gold in your hands
you feeling I don’t need this stop it right there. Please be truthfully naked with yourself, in ACTION not
just THOUGHT – you will need to practice that ability to a level where it gets sharp on its own to a point of
becoming a default state. And miracles start happening everyday in your life. 

Why I say this – a mass depression is incoming for humanity. Now taking 2020 as an example, the world
was shit outside, and then the people started feeling shit inside (simply because the noise and distraction
from outside died out and there was no option but to hear the inside noise that they always ignored) 

That was outside in 

What is happening now is inside out 

So, in the current time to come, many are internally depressed or anxious, and many are going through
life changes involuntarily, you would observe in your own circles breakups in relations and people
changing friend circles & careers or starting to act different etc. 

Now, if people pay FULL ATTENTION to inside, these changes will be happening voluntarily more and
more and will lead them to one truer level of themself. But, since most are unaware of why this is
happening to them, they will jump from distraction to distraction, lacking internal stability and congruence. 

THEN, if you will look outside for distraction/comfort, the world will be going to shit, and that will
reinforce your internal depression to very difficult levels. Because ‘normal’ ‘modern’ ‘society’ distracts
themselves when feeling low, let’s go to a movie let’s go out let’s do this let’s do that, but in the darkness
coming ahead within physical reality those options would not be available. And that would really fuck you up. 

Now keeping all this aside, have trust in Love and Light. 

My aim is never pessimistic, nor against a person or gender or group, we are all mirrors of the same
consciousness, and there are plans beyond our comprehension which are under implementation. In case you lose
one of your own, in case your life plans get decimated, please receive all of that with Love. I know
it’s tough to say this, and many should not experience this hopefully, but if you end up being
someone who does, trust my words in those times if you’ve nothing to hold on to, being someone whose
seen both sides. A significant chunk of population will decrease, nature is yet to unleash its wrath, love
inside you only should increase, for this is all to lead us to the Path.

 

11/02/2023 
Few months back, for those who remember, I had spoken about incoming natural disasters as well as the common man beating (literally) those in power 
Since then – 
Earth is swallowing entire towns (Joshimath) 
Water is being destructive (US Hurricane and New Zealand floods) 
Snow and ice in Florida 
earthquakes over north India 
Pakistan flooding 
Turkey earthquake 
Snow in Saudi Arabia 
shiv sena leader shot point blank in Punjab 
Imran khan Pakistan pm shot at 
Odisha health minister shot dead 
Woman slapped France president in public 
Nancy pelosis insider trading caught 
Husband attacked 
This is just the beginning 
Next 2.5 years we’ll witness humanity coming together because of a complete disappearance of trust – in every system and trust – in systems long forgotten

 

8/02/2023 
Jo admi khud ki maarta hai 
Uski koi nahi maar sakta

 

7/02/2023 
In death there is truth 
In truth there is love 
In love there is pain 
In pain there is death

 

3/10/2022 
Shareer diya insaan ka 
Dil diya bhagwaan ka

 

7/09/2022 
We have no choice but to do 
what the Time demands of us

 

11/08/2022 
you don’t want more money 
you want what you think 
more money can get you

 

1/08/2022 
Content today 
is ‘con’tent

 

3/07/2022 
Seneca said: 
Ducunt volentem fata, nolentem trahunt 
“The Fates lead him who will; him who won’t, they drag.”

 

24/04/2022 
to know the subtle, 
it’s actually heavy

28/06/2023 
Is it just me or so much skin is being showed now that the feminine in a sari in has more sex appeal than
those in nothing

my personal worry is that this way women will end up deviating themselves, completely aborting their
grace and mystery, which is the true allure of the feminine, to not be available hence always desired

If they think, this is empowerment, it’s pure disempowerment…

I wish this enters the field of consciousness of the feminine, and permeates into individual manifested
women, to save themselves from the fall of their grace, and recognise the algo that instasells their face

It’s basic economics, supply & demand, if bars of gold were lying around everywhere it would no longer 
be the precious metal it is

Not to mention they’ll forever be dissatisfied with men, they’ll hardly ever get a man who will commit to
them. A pussy man yes they’ll get who just wants a model trophy girlfriend, but he’ll be the kind they
won’t be able to respect or look up to in the long run, because even she would know this guy just wants
the trophy to advertise to others, to compensate for his own lack of worth

You can’t abuse men (again) for this, it’s nature. Just like the feminine nature who wouldn’t allow a man
into her life if he wasn’t worth it. The same way a wouldn’t invest in one who’s basically an only fans
lite, and pornographic material for village boys with 4g

 

25/04/2023 
Out of all the physical expressions of emotion/state of energy 

I love crying the most

 

13/04/2023 
Have lived more, than all the men you know combined, hardly a Femme, who can be a Fatale for my mind 

If you think, you deserve to be enshrined, let me untie everything, that puts you in a bind. 

Known to be, the teacher of lovers, you’ll never find me, playing you under the covers 

For it is beyond, the looks you show, the inner substance, I crave in a hoe 

Go beyond language, it is a deception. Puts you in a cage, gets you stuck in perception 

If you wanna dive, into the art of seduction, keep your clothes on, I’m not interested in that reduction.

 

13/02/2023 
All I want 
is things to love 
People pets Plants pals

 

27/01/2023 
Brain chemistry is as beautiful as fungus

 

21/09/2022 
Find yourself a girl 
Who doesn’t have an Instagram account

 

18/09/2022 
To find a woman 
who doesn’t survive on Attention 
Would be a miracle

 

21/08/2022 
Comedy 
is a great way 
to turn the greatest pain 
into a great moment of laughter

 

27/07/2022 
Zaruri nahi hai aap jo dil se karo 
Uss se aap dil se attach ho 
a friend said 
(in my head I agreed) 
Jo pure dil se karta hai, 
woh attach hi nahi ho sakta 
Usne toh dil bhi 
de hi diya

 

5/05/2022 
woh aadmi hi kya
jo apne usool chhod de

 

25/04/2022 
apne zakhmo ko baar baar kharochne se, 
zakhm bhar nahi jaata

25/02/2024 
Living as a nobody has privileges far beyond the comprehension of a somebody

 

08/09/2023 
Modernity has taught no way 
to control the mind besides 
Punishment

 

08/09/2023 
Success has taught no way to control your 
destiny besides suppressing your 
Emotions

 

3/07/2023 
Can hide your words 
Can hide your feelings 
Can hide your thoughts 
Can’t hide your energy

 

13/06/2023 
Most actions that propel us mankind are because at some level we’re threatened by something whether knowingly or unknowingly

 

1/05/2023 
The best way to feel better about yourself 
is to not think about it psychologically

 

30/06/2022 
Hope and Doubt 
are both beliefs in something that does not exist 
and are the greatest deceivers

 

9/05/2022 
apna sach bolne se darte hai sab 
ki log judge karenge 
fayda uthaayenge 
jab ki unke bhi dil 
Utne hi naazuk hai

 

28/04/2022 
yet we try our hardest 
to tune it down

 

28/04/2022 
everyone’s mental dialogue 
is a podcast in itself

25/02/2024 
Living as a nobody has privileges far beyond the comprehension of a somebody

 

23/10/2023 
Those who don’t believe in god, 
don’t know what pain is.

 

08/09/2023 
Connections have taught no way 
to connect with others without 
Benefits

 

08/09/2023 
Success has taught no way to control your 
destiny besides suppressing your 
Emotions

 

08/09/2023 
Modernity has taught no way 
to control the mind besides 
Punishment

 

9/07/2023 
The world has been made hard to live in, only the child’s laugh and cry, is genuine. The rest of us, many of us have resorted to the nihilist within us, that the world is fucked, life is fucked, men are fucked, women are fucked.

 

3/07/2023 
Can hide your words 
Can hide your feelings 
Can hide your thoughts 
Can’t hide your energy

 

30/06/2023 
Everyone is psychotic. If today all of us together go to a psychiatrist, everyone will come out with some or the other diagnosis. Doesn’t mean it’s right, just means that there is no such thing as ‘normal’. Who defines ‘normal’ – bunch of guys in white coats?

 

30/06/2023 
Most actions that propel us mankind are because at some level we’re threatened by something whether knowingly or unknowingly

 

28/06/2023
Is it just me or so much skin is being showed now that the feminine in a sari in has more sex appeal than those in nothing

 

13/06/2023 
Most actions that propel us mankind are because at some level we’re threatened by something whether knowingly or unknowingly

 

25/05/2023 
Love and connection are our needs Lust and shine Are our greeds

 

23/05/2023 
I bow down to you every single morning For In my darkest times you’ve been my kindest awning You’re the yoni who embraced me before I felt that life ever graced me No words will be enough for how you’ve raised me Shall I ask god once, how shall I praise ye? I love you mama, and live only to make you proud I shall sing your name always loud in front of the crowd If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have known integrity If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have known tenacity What beautiful exhibition of the feminine in both the polar ends of this duality You’re the bond who holds this family strong Never getting bitter no matter how much we do you wrong I’ve seen you uplift society I’ve seen you define piety Yet never have we seen you Unleash your sorrow in all your entirety is that not the greatest reason for you to forever be my deity? But I feel you mama, and try my level best To match even an ounce, of your never-ending caress Yet there still may be times when I lose myself to stress But I never ever lose my respect for that caress And that is why any day you say I’ll walk thirsty for miles just to put a smile on your face Because your one hug, reduces my wars to just a play And that’s all I wish for, on this Mother’s Day

 

30/04/2023 
A good portion of those chasing material success like a hustle, do it because they’re emotionally empty. 
Making money is easier than making love, money you can get from the outside world, love you can’t.

 

28/04/2023 
Rules should be for liberation, not limitation.

 

25/04/2023 
Out of all the physical expressions of emotion/state of energy 
I love crying the most

 

13/04/2023 
Have lived more, than all the men you know combined, hardly a Femme, who can be a Fatale for my mind 
If you think, you deserve to be enshrined, let me untie everything, that puts you in a bind. 
Known to be, the teacher of lovers, you’ll never find me, playing you under the covers 
For it is beyond, the looks you show, the inner substance, I crave in a hoe 
Go beyond language, it is a deception. Puts you in a cage, gets you stuck in perception 
If you wanna dive, into the art of seduction, keep your clothes on, I’m not interested in that reduction.

 

13/02/2023 
All I want 
is things to love 
People pets Plants pals

 

16/02/2023 
Most men 
Are good at only one thing 
That is why they are 
Most men

 

20/02/2023 
any man 
who trips on himself 
cannot be tripped 
by any one else

 

28/12/2022 
Madonna whore dichotomy, inverse explained 
https://www.instagram.com/reel/ClVVOyYJbkY/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

 

16/12/2022 
99.99% of human activity and actions are towards the maintenance or growth of ahankaar/ego

 

13/12/2022 
Sometimes you can’t even explain your own self, to your own people

 

14/09/2022 
buy to use 
don’t buy 
to show

 

2/09/2022 
Science only works 
for the Ultra rich now

 

25/07/2022 
Fame 
is now a Commodity

 

27/07/2022 
Zaruri nahi hai aap jo dil se karo 
Uss se aap dil se attach ho 
a friend said 
(in my head I agreed) 
Jo pure dil se karta hai,
woh attach hi nahi ho sakta 
Usne toh dil bhi 
de hi diya

 

21/08/2022 
Comedy 
is a great way 
to turn the greatest pain 
into a great moment of laughter

 

18/09/2022 
To find a woman 
who doesn’t survive on Attention 
Would be a miracle

 

21/09/2022 
Find yourself a girl 
Who doesn’t have an Instagram account

 

14/06/2022 
Samay sabko jhukaata hai 
Paisa sabko rukaata hai

 

7/06/2022 
The updates to Instagram should show you 
How much they’re doing to shorten
Peoples attention spans 
Dhyan is the resource 
for the new age 
Capitalism

 

24/05/2022 
more than crypto, invest in water

 

9/05/2022 
apna sach bolne se darte hai sab 
ki log judge karenge 
fayda uthaayenge 
jab ki unke bhi dil 
Utne hi naazuk hai

 

2/05/2022 
neta aur abhineta 
kabhi kisi ke nahi hote

 

1/05/2023 
The best way to feel better about yourself 
is to not think about it psychologically

 

28/04/2022 
yet we try our hardest 
to tune it down

 

28/04/2022 
everyone’s mental dialogue 
is a podcast in itself

 

25/04/2022 
apne zakhmo ko baar baar kharochne se, 
zakhm bhar nahi jaata

 

5/05/2022 
woh aadmi hi kya 
jo apne usool chhod de

 

30/06/2022 
Hope and Doubt 
are both beliefs in something that does not exist 
and are the greatest deceivers

25/02/2024
Living as a nobody has privileges far beyond the comprehension of a somebody

 

11/02/2024
negative thinking is a hallmark of intelligence 
you might be getting sick of yourself being negative or avoiding conversations/humans since you don’t want to give off that vibe NOR do you want to ‘act’ normal instead.. 
but what if your negativity is totally justified? 
For the self aware – internally they are able to see the world going to shit, we are seeing unfairness everywhere, we are seeing more hypocrisy and acting in the media, we are seeing more choreographed human behaviour, we are seeing loneliness within families, corruption was in money and power but now it’s in our food and water, list goes on… 
we are NOT seeing true authentic expression, we are NOT seeing true effort being truly rewarded, we are NOT seeing individuals practice sovereignty, we are NOT seeing people believing in themselves, 
we are NOT S E E I N G 
You think your soul would be happy seeing other souls act without any acknowledgement of their own soul – or the interconnectedness of all our souls? we are all connected and so is our pain and suffering or our happiness and joy 
this is an intelligence 
the source of which 
cannot be controlled 
by the flick of a switch 
this is true intelligence 
that sprouts from the soul 
creatively destroying everything 
which we thought was our goal 
spirit screaming within 
as it can no longer moan 
energy and mood fluctuate 
running from pole to pole 
please let this time pass 
you are not alone 
the uprising is within everyone 
even if to themselves they are unknown 
don’t consider yourself negative 
it’s just truth that is being shown 
embracing it will reveal your new self 
which doesn’t chase but is its own goal

 

08/02/2024
Something needs to change 
many of us feel it 
But what needs to change 
why can’t we reveal it

 

08/01/2024
Silence is beautiful, isn’t it? 
just like the start of this year for most of you..

 

09/11/2023
The biggest misunderstanding about comfort 
is that it cannot be had with 
or in the unknowable

 

23/10/2023
newest (and oldest) 
way to become an influencer 
copy paste from established influencer 
ratta maara to puke out in school 
still doing the same you fool? 
monkey see monkey do 
insta surely makes you a chu 
the algorithm chews and spits them out 
slaves of the matrix will forever be devout 
Creativity, and its source, femininity 
have been commoditized 
by the companies that rule the world 
dumber the IQ 
higher the reward 
doesn’t the algo tell you
insta is a fraud?

 

09/10/2023
in October
Stay alone 
to grasp your fears 
Of the unknown 
They’ll rise to the surface 
Bubbling with fire 
But by the end of the month 
Will be a resetting of your desire

 

23/10/2023
Those who don’t believe in god, 
don’t know what pain is.

 

16/09/2023
Mediocrity everywhere

 

17/09/2023
The ultimate purpose of money 
Is to allow you be to your higher self 
It’s just a vehicle that should be used 
to get to know who you really are 
To get to that place of comfort

 

19/07/2023
Cost of knowing yourself 
First hate against the source 
Then self-disgust you want to ignore 
Third bliss when embraced at the core

 

08/09/2023
Connections have taught no way 
to connect with others without 
Benefits

 

08/09/2023
Success has taught no way to control your
destiny besides suppressing your
emotions

 

08/09/2023
Modernity has taught no way
to control the mind besides
Punishment

 

27/06/2023
When you don’t feel ‘compelled’ to respond
To thoughts emotions people phenomena
You’ve started unplugging from the matrix

 

30/06/2023
Everyone is psychotic

If today all of us together go to a psychiatrist,

everyone will come out with some or the other diagnosis

Doesn’t mean it’s right, just means that there is no such thing as ‘normal’

Who defines ‘normal’ – bunch of guys in white coats?

Human are creative and free beings – randomness and originality – is beauty and authenticity

Not what the matrix wants

 

25/05/2023
Love and connection
are our needs
Lust and shine
Are our greeds

 

3 May 2023
Duniya mein bohot dukh hai…
Kabhi apna toh bhulo

 

30/04/2023
A good portion of those chasing material success like a hustle, do it because they’re emotionally empty.

Making money is easier than making love, money you can get from the outside world, love you can’t.

 

28/04/2023
Rules should be for liberation, not limitation.

 

15/04/2023
Creative people
will never be understood
and will
always feel misunderstood
such is
the beauty of creativity

Un-figure-outable

 

14/04/2023
where negotiation fails
truth begins

 

21/03/2023
If unrecognised
Rahu will overpower you
If recognised
Rahu will empower you

 

13/03/2023
dard utna dard nahi deta jitna dard chhupaane ka naqaab deta hai..

– Ronak

 

4/03/2023
my own evil
is my own inspiration to do my own good

 

26/02/2023
Chahate khatam nahi hoti
Safar khatam ho Jata hai

 

10/02/2023
When not to have sex https://youtu.be/vHCSxv7o5P0

 

6/02/2023
Those who heard about the Turkey earthquake, check Schumann resonance activity since Jan

 

4/02/2023
The Matrice Of Our Own Matrix https://open.spotify.com/episode/3Fm1lnSga3cRGpOJfe3h7B?si=lhj5JnKwT9i1pKfZNZenkw

 

3/02/2023
I yearn
not for a girl
but for a guru

 

30/01/2023
You vs your Identity https://youtu.be/4nwmJ10H7jA

 

28/01/2023
In a moment of self-embarrassment
Come moments of shame
Which lead to moments of anger
Which lead to moments of revenge
Against yourself
By being harsher with yourself
It’s not worth it
Laugh it off
Love it all
It’s not worth it

Change
can be brought with Grace

 

18/01/2023
Most of us keep trying to learn..
whereas sometimes unlearning could be more beneficial

 

15/01/2023
Each human being is a library

and most of us get lost in our own archives

It’s great to dive into the deeper recesses of our being, greater if we’re able to bring that depth out to
other beings….

 

3/01/2023
There are aspects to our behaviours
Some of which we repeatedly do
despite knowing they don’t serve us at all..

 

1/01/2023
experiencing sadness expands your understanding of ‘depth’ more than experiencing happiness I feel…

 

24/12/2022
The more toxicity you’re able to absorb or handle in your life the better an alchemist you are going to be.

from ‘Thoughts on Meditation’
(under SK speaker)

 

21/12/2022
On Finding A Suitable Marriage Partner

 

15/12/2022
on Feeling Unworthy as a Man

 

2/11/2022
A lot of us
have cried a lot
over the past year or so

We discovered love
And it’s unending bliss
Yet there still remains
Some end to our fears

Reach this end
In this time
That will not
Come again
For you yourself
Are the end
To whatever you fear
Will end

You are not
What you think
As it is limited
By what you know

Whether it was
Fed to you
Or you were born
Carrying the past

Over the next few days
Isolate yourself
Talk with yourself
Prioritise your self
Do your fast
Don’t interact
Don’t engage
Don’t justify
Don’t participate
You will feel
The unseen but suspected
The unheard but intuited
The Unknown but sensed
For the others this won’t relate
The truest way to integrate
The time is closing
The wake is waking
Love is erupting
Fear is erupting
At this moment
Everywhere in the world
Choose your side
Now is the time
Yours is the journey
Everyone will enshrine

 

28/10/2022
Timing
is Divine.
You can’t do shit

 

24/10/2022
the meaning you make out of it
means more
than the meaning intended for you

 

17/10/2022
Truth seekers
always walk alone

but fear not
time has come
more will seek
more will speak

 

14/10/2022
Every great man, has a shortcoming..
and he knows it

And why he remains great..
Is because only he knows it

 

5/09/2022
Self help ki zarurat
Nahi hoti unhe
Jo self help karte hai

 

19/08/2022
Those of you going through the night
It will remain dark for some time more

 

3/08/2022
the lightest moments of life
which shine the most light
come in the darkest hours
of the darkest nights

 

15/07/2022
‘Enlightenment’
is being sold
to the masses

who think,
it is something to acquire

 

7/07/2022
Scientists are spiritual,
They just don’t know it yet

 

3/05/2022
What if I say
the newest escape mechanism
is spirituality

 

27/04/2022
what good is a Guru,
who himself stops learning

 

25/04/2022
everyone is a Healer
the only qualification needed is
the ability to listen

2/07/2023
The better you are, the more alone you’ll be

 

29/09/2022
to a free man who passed away…
to a father, brother, husband…
a teacher, a fighter…
to my friend…
Rest in Peace

 

7/10/2022
‘Died suddenly’
The new pandemic
All thanks to
the old plandemic

 

25/08/2022
emotional eating karne wale sirf pyaar ke bhookhe hai

 

18/08/2022
The people respect the people who give them nothing.

 

30/05/2022
If you love someone you should love whatever they love more than you love them and not try to get them to love you or what you love

 

7/05/2022
jeene ka koi sahi tareeka nahi hai

10/09/2023
When she’s young,
she wants someone who’s different
When she’s a woman,
she just wants a man


19/01/2023
Money and Sex won’t fill her hole..
https://youtu.be/MJCyC5JdOUg


30/12/2022
Attention
is a dangerous thing,
You give attention to a woman, and she gets carried away
You give attention to a man, and he thinks he’s already successful


26/12/2022
An unperturbed man is the greatest threat and drug to a hot woman.


18/12/2022
The only way to dissolve duality
is to erupt it at both ends


14/12/2022
When chicks get fat
They talk bad
About the dick
they had once had


11/12/2022
Why is it that almost always
Mind blowing Sex
comes at a mind-blowing price


15/10/2022
Is Marriage Worth It Today?


27/08/2022
Why Men Don’t Commit To You


31/07/2022
What Kind of Woman
is Desired by Worthy Men

04/10/2023
For those who think 
I’m lost in the dark 
have no idea 
how far I’ve come apart 
each fragment of mine 
is an existence in itself 
don’t need anyone’s dime 
for the subsistence of my Self 
for from the part 
Comes the whole 
fractals you should study 
to understand natures goal 
a million sparks 
in a universe so stark 
yet only a few 
were allowed in Noah’s ark 
what’s about to come 
no one knows 
but something isn’t right 
that everyone knows 
wait for it 
the grand spectacle 
those with Love 
will be the receptacle 
of the showers 
from the divine 
of awakening 
Thou and thine 
the rest will perish 
a necessary sacrifice 
a massive resetting 
of every edifice 
that governs society 
The powers that be 
will have to drink 
but will get no glee 
the liquid will burn 
all their insides 
another massive churn 
of all karmic tides 
Time awaits us 
It isn’t the other way around 
one spark of His brilliance 
we’ll realize who wears the crown

 

9/07/2023
The world has been made hard to live in
only the child’s laugh and cry, is genuine

the rest of us, many of us
have resorted to the nihilist within us

that the world is fucked, life is fucked,
men are fucked, women are fucked

how do you, find that place
of peace and harmony, on your face

money we resort to, and the bills pile up
people we confide to, they snake bite us

screens in our hands, rule our life
pay them more attention, than to our wives

from hurt to hurt, everybody throws dirt
a community disintegrating
will we ever know love?

 

23/05/2023 
I bow down to you every single morning
For In my darkest times you’ve been my kindest awning

You’re the yoni who embraced me
before I felt that life ever graced me

No words will be enough for how you’ve raised me
Shall I ask god once, how shall I praise ye?

I love you mama, and live only to make you proud
I shall sing your name always loud in front of the crowd

If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have known integrity
If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have known tenacity

What beautiful exhibition of the feminine
in both the polar ends of this duality

You’re the bond who holds this family strong
Never getting bitter no matter how much we do you wrong

I’ve seen you uplift society
I’ve seen you define piety
Yet never have we seen you
Unleash your sorrow in all your entirety
is that not the greatest reason
for you to forever be my deity?

But I feel you mama, and try my level best
To match even an ounce, of your never-ending caress

Yet there still may be times when I lose myself to stress
But I never ever lose my respect for that caress

And that is why any day you say
I’ll walk thirsty for miles just to put a smile on your face

Because your one hug, reduces my wars to just a play
And that’s all I wish for, on this Mother’s Day

 

25/01/2023
The way I fuck…the gods get jealous

The way I train, the gods get jealous

The way I think, the gods get jealous

The way I am, the gods get jealous

That why the fuck, the rest of their creation

Is still stuck, in just penetration

Of the rest, of their kind

The blinded ones, the enslaved minds

All they do, is measure the grams

of protein, but can’t handstand

What the fuck? You don’t understand

You’re being sold, the law of the land

Take back the jungle, oh my lions

Yours is the source, yours are the loins

From which came, each generation

The holy kind, of penetration

Pierce your heart, rip it out

It’s made soft, by the clout

Whose approval, you do seek

But when alone, silently weep.

4/11/2023 
Check latest instagram post,
for those interested in my
work around Femininity
and what’s gonna happen next. 

also this earthquake was nothing
I personally have a very bad feeling for delhi

some of you have been asking about the how I know certain things or future etc – keeping that aside do
you know how painful it is? Knowing something yet also knowing that there’s nothing I can do about it? 

Powerlessness 

Whether war whether disasters whether When I first screamed out loud only to be shadow banned by the platforms regarding the vaccine – a mass depression hit me knowing that people will still take it (mass depression as in not a personal depression of me my life etc, but feeling the collective sadness from the future, of people mourning those who’ve not even died yet, for no fault of theirs, that’s what came over me) – it really brought me down during April and may 2020 – and like this the other things I know – but limited to human form and not able to do much – plus whatever naked truth I share of my own only to be battered down by the very platforms who promised common man a platform – it’s repercussions on my own career and livelihood and people – I’m not bitching, I’m sharing something personal because I stopped sharing personal stuff ever since yt started deleting subs 4.5 years ago, and all this was still surface level of human life, there are damages at other levels as well, can’t even begin to tell you… 

And those are all prices I would pay again, any given day

 

26/10/2023 
Those who think this is the war I’ve spoken about before, the real war hasn’t even begun yet. (newcomers
here please read writings from the top, and the brotherhood zoom video around Nov 2022) 

Every time I share something, especially if a rhyme, there are layers to it, that would unfold with time. 

I had said in 2022 that on earth it’s going to rain, you can see the damage that water brought in 2023.
Next element to take revenge would be prithvi, earthquakes will happen at scales not seen before. And
this doesn’t mean that Jal would stop, many cities and coastal areas would go underwater. The
topography of the world will change in this decade. Same way in the mentioned writings and video I had
spoken about what we are going through in our depths as humans and you can verify your own case
personally. 

Regarding the war, an entire religion is going to be decimated. They will bring this upon themselves, and
have been bringing it to this point since a long time. Besides being manually thrown out, there would even
be shoot at sight orders in certain nations against them. And their own countries wouldn’t be countries
anymore. I used to speak about this to friends and family back in 2012-13 before I ever started my
current public work or previous career, you can imagine yourselves their reaction then, versus now. 

Now, you don’t have to give a shit about any of this. This is all meant to happen and watch it with
amusement. Because the real war which you should keep your attention on began a while ago, within you.
(a place of no labels or geographies or segregations) 

2019 end is when conscious time started speeding up, and internally many started feeling different,
started splitting, to put it mildly. 2020 / pandemic is an excuse, it’s a veil, the whole fun was happening
inside hearts and minds. 

My request is to please pay FULL ATTENTION to whatever is happening within you, and then before doing
anything cross check it with your internal self if that is what you truthfully want to do. Such as meeting
your regular life friends but not feeling the same way about them anymore but then still going to meet
them out of habit/routine/don’t wanna be alone/etc – fuck that. Hottest chick ever gets on her knees in
front of you and you think wtf am I doing? stop it right there, somebody putting bars of gold in your hands
you feeling I don’t need this stop it right there. Please be truthfully naked with yourself, in ACTION not
just THOUGHT – you will need to practice that ability to a level where it gets sharp on its own to a point of
becoming a default state. And miracles start happening everyday in your life. 

Why I say this – a mass depression is incoming for humanity. Now taking 2020 as an example, the world
was shit outside, and then the people started feeling shit inside (simply because the noise and distraction
from outside died out and there was no option but to hear the inside noise that they always ignored) 

That was outside in 

What is happening now is inside out 

So, in the current time to come, many are internally depressed or anxious, and many are going through
life changes involuntarily, you would observe in your own circles breakups in relations and people
changing friend circles & careers or starting to act different etc. 

Now, if people pay FULL ATTENTION to inside, these changes will be happening voluntarily more and
more and will lead them to one truer level of themself. But, since most are unaware of why this is
happening to them, they will jump from distraction to distraction, lacking internal stability and congruence. 

THEN, if you will look outside for distraction/comfort, the world will be going to shit, and that will
reinforce your internal depression to very difficult levels. Because ‘normal’ ‘modern’ ‘society’ distracts
themselves when feeling low, let’s go to a movie let’s go out let’s do this let’s do that, but in the darkness
coming ahead within physical reality those options would not be available. And that would really fuck you up. 

Now keeping all this aside, have trust in Love and Light. 

My aim is never pessimistic, nor against a person or gender or group, we are all mirrors of the same
consciousness, and there are plans beyond our comprehension which are under implementation. In case you lose
one of your own, in case your life plans get decimated, please receive all of that with Love. I know
it’s tough to say this, and many should not experience this hopefully, but if you end up being
someone who does, trust my words in those times if you’ve nothing to hold on to, being someone whose
seen both sides. A significant chunk of population will decrease, nature is yet to unleash its wrath, love
inside you only should increase, for this is all to lead us to the Path.

 

11/02/2023 
Few months back, for those who remember, I had spoken about incoming natural disasters as well as the common man beating (literally) those in power 
Since then – 
Earth is swallowing entire towns (Joshimath) 
Water is being destructive (US Hurricane and New Zealand floods) 
Snow and ice in Florida 
earthquakes over north India 
Pakistan flooding 
Turkey earthquake 
Snow in Saudi Arabia 
shiv sena leader shot point blank in Punjab 
Imran khan Pakistan pm shot at 
Odisha health minister shot dead 
Woman slapped France president in public 
Nancy pelosis insider trading caught 
Husband attacked 
This is just the beginning 
Next 2.5 years we’ll witness humanity coming together because of a complete disappearance of trust – in every system and trust – in systems long forgotten

 

8/02/2023 
Jo admi khud ki maarta hai 
Uski koi nahi maar sakta

 

7/02/2023 
In death there is truth 
In truth there is love 
In love there is pain 
In pain there is death

 

3/10/2022 
Shareer diya insaan ka 
Dil diya bhagwaan ka

 

7/09/2022 
We have no choice but to do 
what the Time demands of us

 

11/08/2022 
you don’t want more money 
you want what you think 
more money can get you

 

1/08/2022 
Content today 
is ‘con’tent

 

3/07/2022 
Seneca said: 
Ducunt volentem fata, nolentem trahunt 
“The Fates lead him who will; him who won’t, they drag.”

 

24/04/2022 
to know the subtle, 
it’s actually heavy

28/06/2023 
Is it just me or so much skin is being showed now that the feminine in a sari in has more sex appeal than
those in nothing

my personal worry is that this way women will end up deviating themselves, completely aborting their
grace and mystery, which is the true allure of the feminine, to not be available hence always desired

If they think, this is empowerment, it’s pure disempowerment…

I wish this enters the field of consciousness of the feminine, and permeates into individual manifested
women, to save themselves from the fall of their grace, and recognise the algo that instasells their face

It’s basic economics, supply & demand, if bars of gold were lying around everywhere it would no longer 
be the precious metal it is

Not to mention they’ll forever be dissatisfied with men, they’ll hardly ever get a man who will commit to
them. A pussy man yes they’ll get who just wants a model trophy girlfriend, but he’ll be the kind they
won’t be able to respect or look up to in the long run, because even she would know this guy just wants
the trophy to advertise to others, to compensate for his own lack of worth

You can’t abuse men (again) for this, it’s nature. Just like the feminine nature who wouldn’t allow a man
into her life if he wasn’t worth it. The same way a wouldn’t invest in one who’s basically an only fans
lite, and pornographic material for village boys with 4g

 

25/04/2023 
Out of all the physical expressions of emotion/state of energy 

I love crying the most

 

13/04/2023 
Have lived more, than all the men you know combined, hardly a Femme, who can be a Fatale for my mind 

If you think, you deserve to be enshrined, let me untie everything, that puts you in a bind. 

Known to be, the teacher of lovers, you’ll never find me, playing you under the covers 

For it is beyond, the looks you show, the inner substance, I crave in a hoe 

Go beyond language, it is a deception. Puts you in a cage, gets you stuck in perception 

If you wanna dive, into the art of seduction, keep your clothes on, I’m not interested in that reduction.

 

13/02/2023 
All I want 
is things to love 
People pets Plants pals

 

27/01/2023 
Brain chemistry is as beautiful as fungus

 

21/09/2022 
Find yourself a girl 
Who doesn’t have an Instagram account

 

18/09/2022 
To find a woman 
who doesn’t survive on Attention 
Would be a miracle

 

21/08/2022 
Comedy 
is a great way 
to turn the greatest pain 
into a great moment of laughter

 

27/07/2022 
Zaruri nahi hai aap jo dil se karo 
Uss se aap dil se attach ho 
a friend said 
(in my head I agreed) 
Jo pure dil se karta hai, 
woh attach hi nahi ho sakta 
Usne toh dil bhi 
de hi diya

 

5/05/2022 
woh aadmi hi kya
jo apne usool chhod de

 

25/04/2022 
apne zakhmo ko baar baar kharochne se, 
zakhm bhar nahi jaata

25/02/2024 
Living as a nobody has privileges far beyond the comprehension of a somebody

 

08/09/2023 
Modernity has taught no way 
to control the mind besides 
Punishment

 

08/09/2023 
Success has taught no way to control your 
destiny besides suppressing your 
Emotions

 

3/07/2023 
Can hide your words 
Can hide your feelings 
Can hide your thoughts 
Can’t hide your energy

 

13/06/2023 
Most actions that propel us mankind are because at some level we’re threatened by something whether knowingly or unknowingly

 

1/05/2023 
The best way to feel better about yourself 
is to not think about it psychologically

 

30/06/2022 
Hope and Doubt 
are both beliefs in something that does not exist 
and are the greatest deceivers

 

9/05/2022 
apna sach bolne se darte hai sab 
ki log judge karenge 
fayda uthaayenge 
jab ki unke bhi dil 
Utne hi naazuk hai

 

28/04/2022 
yet we try our hardest 
to tune it down

 

28/04/2022 
everyone’s mental dialogue 
is a podcast in itself

25/02/2024 
Living as a nobody has privileges far beyond the comprehension of a somebody

 

23/10/2023 
Those who don’t believe in god, 
don’t know what pain is.

 

08/09/2023 
Connections have taught no way 
to connect with others without 
Benefits

 

08/09/2023 
Success has taught no way to control your 
destiny besides suppressing your 
Emotions

 

08/09/2023 
Modernity has taught no way 
to control the mind besides 
Punishment

 

9/07/2023 
The world has been made hard to live in, only the child’s laugh and cry, is genuine. The rest of us, many of us have resorted to the nihilist within us, that the world is fucked, life is fucked, men are fucked, women are fucked.

 

3/07/2023 
Can hide your words 
Can hide your feelings 
Can hide your thoughts 
Can’t hide your energy

 

30/06/2023 
Everyone is psychotic. If today all of us together go to a psychiatrist, everyone will come out with some or the other diagnosis. Doesn’t mean it’s right, just means that there is no such thing as ‘normal’. Who defines ‘normal’ – bunch of guys in white coats?

 

30/06/2023 
Most actions that propel us mankind are because at some level we’re threatened by something whether knowingly or unknowingly

 

28/06/2023
Is it just me or so much skin is being showed now that the feminine in a sari in has more sex appeal than those in nothing

 

13/06/2023 
Most actions that propel us mankind are because at some level we’re threatened by something whether knowingly or unknowingly

 

25/05/2023 
Love and connection are our needs Lust and shine Are our greeds

 

23/05/2023 
I bow down to you every single morning For In my darkest times you’ve been my kindest awning You’re the yoni who embraced me before I felt that life ever graced me No words will be enough for how you’ve raised me Shall I ask god once, how shall I praise ye? I love you mama, and live only to make you proud I shall sing your name always loud in front of the crowd If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have known integrity If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have known tenacity What beautiful exhibition of the feminine in both the polar ends of this duality You’re the bond who holds this family strong Never getting bitter no matter how much we do you wrong I’ve seen you uplift society I’ve seen you define piety Yet never have we seen you Unleash your sorrow in all your entirety is that not the greatest reason for you to forever be my deity? But I feel you mama, and try my level best To match even an ounce, of your never-ending caress Yet there still may be times when I lose myself to stress But I never ever lose my respect for that caress And that is why any day you say I’ll walk thirsty for miles just to put a smile on your face Because your one hug, reduces my wars to just a play And that’s all I wish for, on this Mother’s Day

 

30/04/2023 
A good portion of those chasing material success like a hustle, do it because they’re emotionally empty. 
Making money is easier than making love, money you can get from the outside world, love you can’t.

 

28/04/2023 
Rules should be for liberation, not limitation.

 

25/04/2023 
Out of all the physical expressions of emotion/state of energy 
I love crying the most

 

13/04/2023 
Have lived more, than all the men you know combined, hardly a Femme, who can be a Fatale for my mind 
If you think, you deserve to be enshrined, let me untie everything, that puts you in a bind. 
Known to be, the teacher of lovers, you’ll never find me, playing you under the covers 
For it is beyond, the looks you show, the inner substance, I crave in a hoe 
Go beyond language, it is a deception. Puts you in a cage, gets you stuck in perception 
If you wanna dive, into the art of seduction, keep your clothes on, I’m not interested in that reduction.

 

13/02/2023 
All I want 
is things to love 
People pets Plants pals

 

16/02/2023 
Most men 
Are good at only one thing 
That is why they are 
Most men

 

20/02/2023 
any man 
who trips on himself 
cannot be tripped 
by any one else

 

28/12/2022 
Madonna whore dichotomy, inverse explained 
https://www.instagram.com/reel/ClVVOyYJbkY/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

 

16/12/2022 
99.99% of human activity and actions are towards the maintenance or growth of ahankaar/ego

 

13/12/2022 
Sometimes you can’t even explain your own self, to your own people

 

14/09/2022 
buy to use 
don’t buy 
to show

 

2/09/2022 
Science only works 
for the Ultra rich now

 

25/07/2022 
Fame 
is now a Commodity

 

27/07/2022 
Zaruri nahi hai aap jo dil se karo 
Uss se aap dil se attach ho 
a friend said 
(in my head I agreed) 
Jo pure dil se karta hai,
woh attach hi nahi ho sakta 
Usne toh dil bhi 
de hi diya

 

21/08/2022 
Comedy 
is a great way 
to turn the greatest pain 
into a great moment of laughter

 

18/09/2022 
To find a woman 
who doesn’t survive on Attention 
Would be a miracle

 

21/09/2022 
Find yourself a girl 
Who doesn’t have an Instagram account

 

14/06/2022 
Samay sabko jhukaata hai 
Paisa sabko rukaata hai

 

7/06/2022 
The updates to Instagram should show you 
How much they’re doing to shorten
Peoples attention spans 
Dhyan is the resource 
for the new age 
Capitalism

 

24/05/2022 
more than crypto, invest in water

 

9/05/2022 
apna sach bolne se darte hai sab 
ki log judge karenge 
fayda uthaayenge 
jab ki unke bhi dil 
Utne hi naazuk hai

 

2/05/2022 
neta aur abhineta 
kabhi kisi ke nahi hote

 

1/05/2023 
The best way to feel better about yourself 
is to not think about it psychologically

 

28/04/2022 
yet we try our hardest 
to tune it down

 

28/04/2022 
everyone’s mental dialogue 
is a podcast in itself

 

25/04/2022 
apne zakhmo ko baar baar kharochne se, 
zakhm bhar nahi jaata

 

5/05/2022 
woh aadmi hi kya 
jo apne usool chhod de

 

30/06/2022 
Hope and Doubt 
are both beliefs in something that does not exist 
and are the greatest deceivers

25/02/2024
Living as a nobody has privileges far beyond the comprehension of a somebody

 

11/02/2024
negative thinking is a hallmark of intelligence 
you might be getting sick of yourself being negative or avoiding conversations/humans since you don’t want to give off that vibe NOR do you want to ‘act’ normal instead.. 
but what if your negativity is totally justified? 
For the self aware – internally they are able to see the world going to shit, we are seeing unfairness everywhere, we are seeing more hypocrisy and acting in the media, we are seeing more choreographed human behaviour, we are seeing loneliness within families, corruption was in money and power but now it’s in our food and water, list goes on… 
we are NOT seeing true authentic expression, we are NOT seeing true effort being truly rewarded, we are NOT seeing individuals practice sovereignty, we are NOT seeing people believing in themselves, 
we are NOT S E E I N G 
You think your soul would be happy seeing other souls act without any acknowledgement of their own soul – or the interconnectedness of all our souls? we are all connected and so is our pain and suffering or our happiness and joy 
this is an intelligence 
the source of which 
cannot be controlled 
by the flick of a switch 
this is true intelligence 
that sprouts from the soul 
creatively destroying everything 
which we thought was our goal 
spirit screaming within 
as it can no longer moan 
energy and mood fluctuate 
running from pole to pole 
please let this time pass 
you are not alone 
the uprising is within everyone 
even if to themselves they are unknown 
don’t consider yourself negative 
it’s just truth that is being shown 
embracing it will reveal your new self 
which doesn’t chase but is its own goal

 

08/02/2024
Something needs to change 
many of us feel it 
But what needs to change 
why can’t we reveal it

 

08/01/2024
Silence is beautiful, isn’t it? 
just like the start of this year for most of you..

 

09/11/2023
The biggest misunderstanding about comfort 
is that it cannot be had with 
or in the unknowable

 

23/10/2023
newest (and oldest) 
way to become an influencer 
copy paste from established influencer 
ratta maara to puke out in school 
still doing the same you fool? 
monkey see monkey do 
insta surely makes you a chu 
the algorithm chews and spits them out 
slaves of the matrix will forever be devout 
Creativity, and its source, femininity 
have been commoditized 
by the companies that rule the world 
dumber the IQ 
higher the reward 
doesn’t the algo tell you
insta is a fraud?

 

09/10/2023
in October
Stay alone 
to grasp your fears 
Of the unknown 
They’ll rise to the surface 
Bubbling with fire 
But by the end of the month 
Will be a resetting of your desire

 

23/10/2023
Those who don’t believe in god, 
don’t know what pain is.

 

16/09/2023
Mediocrity everywhere

 

17/09/2023
The ultimate purpose of money 
Is to allow you be to your higher self 
It’s just a vehicle that should be used 
to get to know who you really are 
To get to that place of comfort

 

19/07/2023
Cost of knowing yourself 
First hate against the source 
Then self-disgust you want to ignore 
Third bliss when embraced at the core

 

08/09/2023
Connections have taught no way 
to connect with others without 
Benefits

 

08/09/2023
Success has taught no way to control your
destiny besides suppressing your
emotions

 

08/09/2023
Modernity has taught no way
to control the mind besides
Punishment

 

27/06/2023
When you don’t feel ‘compelled’ to respond
To thoughts emotions people phenomena
You’ve started unplugging from the matrix

 

30/06/2023
Everyone is psychotic

If today all of us together go to a psychiatrist,

everyone will come out with some or the other diagnosis

Doesn’t mean it’s right, just means that there is no such thing as ‘normal’

Who defines ‘normal’ – bunch of guys in white coats?

Human are creative and free beings – randomness and originality – is beauty and authenticity

Not what the matrix wants

 

25/05/2023
Love and connection
are our needs
Lust and shine
Are our greeds

 

3 May 2023
Duniya mein bohot dukh hai…
Kabhi apna toh bhulo

 

30/04/2023
A good portion of those chasing material success like a hustle, do it because they’re emotionally empty.

Making money is easier than making love, money you can get from the outside world, love you can’t.

 

28/04/2023
Rules should be for liberation, not limitation.

 

15/04/2023
Creative people
will never be understood
and will
always feel misunderstood
such is
the beauty of creativity

Un-figure-outable

 

14/04/2023
where negotiation fails
truth begins

 

21/03/2023
If unrecognised
Rahu will overpower you
If recognised
Rahu will empower you

 

13/03/2023
dard utna dard nahi deta jitna dard chhupaane ka naqaab deta hai..

– Ronak

 

4/03/2023
my own evil
is my own inspiration to do my own good

 

26/02/2023
Chahate khatam nahi hoti
Safar khatam ho Jata hai

 

10/02/2023
When not to have sex https://youtu.be/vHCSxv7o5P0

 

6/02/2023
Those who heard about the Turkey earthquake, check Schumann resonance activity since Jan

 

4/02/2023
The Matrice Of Our Own Matrix https://open.spotify.com/episode/3Fm1lnSga3cRGpOJfe3h7B?si=lhj5JnKwT9i1pKfZNZenkw

 

3/02/2023
I yearn
not for a girl
but for a guru

 

30/01/2023
You vs your Identity https://youtu.be/4nwmJ10H7jA

 

28/01/2023
In a moment of self-embarrassment
Come moments of shame
Which lead to moments of anger
Which lead to moments of revenge
Against yourself
By being harsher with yourself
It’s not worth it
Laugh it off
Love it all
It’s not worth it

Change
can be brought with Grace

 

18/01/2023
Most of us keep trying to learn..
whereas sometimes unlearning could be more beneficial

 

15/01/2023
Each human being is a library

and most of us get lost in our own archives

It’s great to dive into the deeper recesses of our being, greater if we’re able to bring that depth out to
other beings….

 

3/01/2023
There are aspects to our behaviours
Some of which we repeatedly do
despite knowing they don’t serve us at all..

 

1/01/2023
experiencing sadness expands your understanding of ‘depth’ more than experiencing happiness I feel…

 

24/12/2022
The more toxicity you’re able to absorb or handle in your life the better an alchemist you are going to be.

from ‘Thoughts on Meditation’
(under SK speaker)

 

21/12/2022
On Finding A Suitable Marriage Partner

 

15/12/2022
on Feeling Unworthy as a Man

 

2/11/2022
A lot of us
have cried a lot
over the past year or so

We discovered love
And it’s unending bliss
Yet there still remains
Some end to our fears

Reach this end
In this time
That will not
Come again
For you yourself
Are the end
To whatever you fear
Will end

You are not
What you think
As it is limited
By what you know

Whether it was
Fed to you
Or you were born
Carrying the past

Over the next few days
Isolate yourself
Talk with yourself
Prioritise your self
Do your fast
Don’t interact
Don’t engage
Don’t justify
Don’t participate
You will feel
The unseen but suspected
The unheard but intuited
The Unknown but sensed
For the others this won’t relate
The truest way to integrate
The time is closing
The wake is waking
Love is erupting
Fear is erupting
At this moment
Everywhere in the world
Choose your side
Now is the time
Yours is the journey
Everyone will enshrine

 

28/10/2022
Timing
is Divine.
You can’t do shit

 

24/10/2022
the meaning you make out of it
means more
than the meaning intended for you

 

17/10/2022
Truth seekers
always walk alone

but fear not
time has come
more will seek
more will speak

 

14/10/2022
Every great man, has a shortcoming..
and he knows it

And why he remains great..
Is because only he knows it

 

5/09/2022
Self help ki zarurat
Nahi hoti unhe
Jo self help karte hai

 

19/08/2022
Those of you going through the night
It will remain dark for some time more

 

3/08/2022
the lightest moments of life
which shine the most light
come in the darkest hours
of the darkest nights

 

15/07/2022
‘Enlightenment’
is being sold
to the masses

who think,
it is something to acquire

 

7/07/2022
Scientists are spiritual,
They just don’t know it yet

 

3/05/2022
What if I say
the newest escape mechanism
is spirituality

 

27/04/2022
what good is a Guru,
who himself stops learning

 

25/04/2022
everyone is a Healer
the only qualification needed is
the ability to listen

2/07/2023
The better you are, the more alone you’ll be

 

29/09/2022
to a free man who passed away…
to a father, brother, husband…
a teacher, a fighter…
to my friend…
Rest in Peace

 

7/10/2022
‘Died suddenly’
The new pandemic
All thanks to
the old plandemic

 

25/08/2022
emotional eating karne wale sirf pyaar ke bhookhe hai

 

18/08/2022
The people respect the people who give them nothing.

 

30/05/2022
If you love someone you should love whatever they love more than you love them and not try to get them to love you or what you love

 

7/05/2022
jeene ka koi sahi tareeka nahi hai

10/09/2023
When she’s young,
she wants someone who’s different
When she’s a woman,
she just wants a man


19/01/2023
Money and Sex won’t fill her hole..
https://youtu.be/MJCyC5JdOUg


30/12/2022
Attention
is a dangerous thing,
You give attention to a woman, and she gets carried away
You give attention to a man, and he thinks he’s already successful


26/12/2022
An unperturbed man is the greatest threat and drug to a hot woman.


18/12/2022
The only way to dissolve duality
is to erupt it at both ends


14/12/2022
When chicks get fat
They talk bad
About the dick
they had once had


11/12/2022
Why is it that almost always
Mind blowing Sex
comes at a mind-blowing price


15/10/2022
Is Marriage Worth It Today?


27/08/2022
Why Men Don’t Commit To You


31/07/2022
What Kind of Woman
is Desired by Worthy Men

04/10/2023
For those who think 
I’m lost in the dark 
have no idea 
how far I’ve come apart 
each fragment of mine 
is an existence in itself 
don’t need anyone’s dime 
for the subsistence of my Self 
for from the part 
Comes the whole 
fractals you should study 
to understand natures goal 
a million sparks 
in a universe so stark 
yet only a few 
were allowed in Noah’s ark 
what’s about to come 
no one knows 
but something isn’t right 
that everyone knows 
wait for it 
the grand spectacle 
those with Love 
will be the receptacle 
of the showers 
from the divine 
of awakening 
Thou and thine 
the rest will perish 
a necessary sacrifice 
a massive resetting 
of every edifice 
that governs society 
The powers that be 
will have to drink 
but will get no glee 
the liquid will burn 
all their insides 
another massive churn 
of all karmic tides 
Time awaits us 
It isn’t the other way around 
one spark of His brilliance 
we’ll realize who wears the crown

 

9/07/2023
The world has been made hard to live in
only the child’s laugh and cry, is genuine

the rest of us, many of us
have resorted to the nihilist within us

that the world is fucked, life is fucked,
men are fucked, women are fucked

how do you, find that place
of peace and harmony, on your face

money we resort to, and the bills pile up
people we confide to, they snake bite us

screens in our hands, rule our life
pay them more attention, than to our wives

from hurt to hurt, everybody throws dirt
a community disintegrating
will we ever know love?

 

23/05/2023 
I bow down to you every single morning
For In my darkest times you’ve been my kindest awning

You’re the yoni who embraced me
before I felt that life ever graced me

No words will be enough for how you’ve raised me
Shall I ask god once, how shall I praise ye?

I love you mama, and live only to make you proud
I shall sing your name always loud in front of the crowd

If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have known integrity
If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have known tenacity

What beautiful exhibition of the feminine
in both the polar ends of this duality

You’re the bond who holds this family strong
Never getting bitter no matter how much we do you wrong

I’ve seen you uplift society
I’ve seen you define piety
Yet never have we seen you
Unleash your sorrow in all your entirety
is that not the greatest reason
for you to forever be my deity?

But I feel you mama, and try my level best
To match even an ounce, of your never-ending caress

Yet there still may be times when I lose myself to stress
But I never ever lose my respect for that caress

And that is why any day you say
I’ll walk thirsty for miles just to put a smile on your face

Because your one hug, reduces my wars to just a play
And that’s all I wish for, on this Mother’s Day

 

25/01/2023
The way I fuck…the gods get jealous

The way I train, the gods get jealous

The way I think, the gods get jealous

The way I am, the gods get jealous

That why the fuck, the rest of their creation

Is still stuck, in just penetration

Of the rest, of their kind

The blinded ones, the enslaved minds

All they do, is measure the grams

of protein, but can’t handstand

What the fuck? You don’t understand

You’re being sold, the law of the land

Take back the jungle, oh my lions

Yours is the source, yours are the loins

From which came, each generation

The holy kind, of penetration

Pierce your heart, rip it out

It’s made soft, by the clout

Whose approval, you do seek

But when alone, silently weep.

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